so its been awhile... since the break-up of the three musketeers actually... kieghan is almost 15 months now and oh em gee is he ever a blast!! lol he babbles all the time dad says he sounds like an eskimo when he talks... still dont completely understand what the h*ll hes talking about but ok lol. he says mom, dad, hi, thank you, bye, and so many more but mosty babbling! hes walking like a pro star. just taught himself about a month ago how to walk backwards without falling and sideways too. hes pretty smart. building things with lego putting garbage in the garbage. I am sooo lucky! Derran and I are well amazing... headed on vacation on friday and im stoked!!! work is going... i love it but everyone knows how sometimes their staff drives them crazy especially when your the manager... ha ha ha. <3 them all tho. My birthday was ok until i fell asleep cause kieghan kept me up all night the night before... lol so unfortunately missed my own birthday party with the "crew" but did get to go out for a bit with K&J., J., and B. lol then came home and spent a peaceful night with Derran as for birthdays go it was probably the best ive had except for my 19th which was... wow intense thats for sure...

We bought a house... and well other than the fact that its a lot of space to clean I <3 it!!!

halloween was fun dressed kieghan up as a tiger decorated our entire yard with lights and smoke machines and scarecrows and and and (thanks to the most awesome brother in law and sister in law there is...they are dorks but so are we)... i could go on forever... next year we are coordinating with the neighbor to make both our yards the best in town... it is going to be epic!

got two job offers in the last two weeks... even though im completely happy at my job... p. called me and told me i could be assistant manager at the liquor store if i wanted it... said no thanks cause well i hated the job to be completely honest it was fun working with my friends BUT too much Sh*t with not enough pay... then B., from the trucking company asked me to come back NOW!!! and I would definitely go back in a second if a) i had a babysitter (there are very few people i trust with kieghan...i think its a mom thing cause i wont put him in daycare either...i'd rather not have a sick kid 25 days out of the month) and b) the owner of the company i work for wasnt such an amazing person! seriously he makes my life soooo much fun and easy lol he's turning into one of the greatest friends i have...

as for everything else its pretty good... my life is going places i never thought it would go and its exciting...well minus two HUGE aspects that i thought would be there forever...i know things in life change and priorities change but thats one thing i relied on to be there if things all fell down the hole, luckily things havent fell through and everything thats come to me since then is everything i could ask for... but i still reach for my phone everytime something funny happens...i find myself saying your name instead of someone elses... thats happened more in the last two weeks than it has since may?!?!?!? cant recall anyways... i know we dont agree on my life but i will ALWAYS miss you. I hope one day we can be on "speaking terms" again and that you can understand how happy i am and that we can forgive each other... Its hard to lose one of the best things in your life and be able to trust again. One good thing did come out of it i guess I am talking to a lot of the people i went to school with and chilling with the old "crew" again... Minkus came down to high river the other day it was sooo good to see him <3 i missed him a lot. lol

but all in all its good. now i have to go clean my house before i go to work and then off to e-town on friday w00t w00t funny how K&J, and J&D and Derran and I are all going on the same weekend completely unplanned shall be an intense weekend now if only chris could join then it would be the weekend of all weekend unfortunately she starts school again this week and cant join too bad guess the next weekend i can get away will be to party in olds haha olds sucks!!

christmas party is in canmore yayy for k-night(karoake) ram is thinking i wont show but just cause he said that im knocking on his door the moment i get to town to prove i showed lol he calls me black betty cause i called him one night and m. told him it was his mother so now im his second mom even though hes a few months older than me... black betty is what they call his mom its funny gotta love the mayor of brown town ha ha ha

anyways

**Im Out**